The life of a young man

Ahh life...

Life is funny isn't it?

I'm getting older every day it seems and I want to settle down.. not going to happen. All I want is someone to love and be loved by...

Life sucks sometimes

The Day After

Holy Fuck.

Did I ever drink myself stupid last night... It started at our Stampede BBQ then moved on to The Melrose. I drank with a lot of really good guys and had a great time. They were work people, including a bunch of my old co-workers and even my old boss, and his boss.


All in all a great fucking night.

I'm starting to wonder

I have a completely irrational fear of being alone for the rest of my life. Which is extremely stupid of me.... I've had the chance so many times but I continue to run away. I don't know why.. I don't know why...

Fuck it, Who really cares anyways. I'll get it all figured out in a few years, I have to stop being totally impatient with my life...

I'll just keep on working and doing my thing.. and stop being such an idiot when it comes to women who really do deserve my respect and love.

I can't stop feeling terrible about the past.. but all I can do is make the future better.

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I'm laying on my bed wearing my leather jacket wearing a white hot rod t-shirt and blue jeans... I look so greaser it's not even funny haha..

But then again... I'M FUCKING TIRED!!!

I want to sleep.. but Danny, Kev and I are going to Lloyd's to go rollerblading! I almost don't want to go I'm so tired

Hmm...

First Blog ever? I THINK SO!

Well here we go... Today was pretty ok.. I guess...

I changed my hairstyle today.. 1950's style Pompadour.. I like it.. and apparently I look classy as fuck.. I'm rather interested to see what work thinks.

That is all I have for today.. I'm gonna lay back and try to sleep while I listen to the Dresden Files on my Ipod